Life isn't easy as u think.
I'm making my life so difficult by taking those words into my heart.
I've tried to understand, i've tried to listen, i've tried not to argue anymore.
But... all this seems not working for u.
When i don't argue doesn't mean i don't listen at all.
When i kept quiet doesn't mean i'm not listening to u.
When i respond doesn't mean i'm arguing with u.
Why can't u be not hurtful when u says something to people?
I don't know how to react to ur talkings anymore.
I rather i'm a deaf or mute or blind.
I don't wanna see things that i can see, I don't wanna hear things that i can hear, I don't wanna say things that will get scolded or insulted by u once again.
This is the 2nd time u're telling me "you have no brain!".
I'm tolerating.... I'm enduring... I've thought of running away, but think of Hubby and Keith i'll still have to endure~
And now me myself keep taking all these words to heart.
I don't know why. But before everyone goes mad, i guess i will be the first to be a Crazy fella...
I don't wish to be like that..............................
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